Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I don't regret anything. Coming to SA, taking my As here. There isn't a tinge of regret. The only regret is not being able to dance, but
IF I get some pretty desirable results next year, I know, deep inside that if I had been dancing my grades would probably have suffered. Dance would have become the largely predominant part of my life. Just as netball and council had been. I don't know if my O level results (undesirable or not you can judge) were due to my hectic CCA schedule, but I know there aren't any regrets. SA, as horrible as it was in my first few months here, gave me so much. I can't be more grateful. SA gave me guitar. Gave me friends I know I'll miss. Friends I know I'd keep in touch with (I hope. See I'm always strangely
I know, some Feb or March next year, when I get my results I must accept it. I've done my best and things will just be. I really don't know how it'll be. I don't really want to fret over all the questions i've done wrongly, re-do all the MCQ questions... It's just pointless. What's done is done.
Hello A Levels. I have finally finished you (off).
High school musical 3 was pretty good! (: The company was as good as the movie too. Haha. (Read between the lines and find compliments please). I shall rest on the 19th, oddly, because 19th is a very special day which makes it rare that I'm at home, but due to some seen circumstances, 19th this month shall be spent at home tsk (oh no yiqi you're talking in circles again you better stop this bad habit) and then here comes the 20th! It's funny. Amusing. One year ago I was fretting. One year later from that day, I'm looking forward to spending time with my classmates. Yes, indeed. Singing... it's a magical thing.
And I appreciate every single breath i take today. Every single minute I spend today and tomorrow and every day.
(Every single minute that brings me closer to the moment you'll hug me when you're back.)
Well well A's are finally over. Plans? (: I haven't heard from my 3 girls for such a long time but hmm. I don't know. We're always waiting for some other person to take the initiative. Psst, I have 3 BIRTHDAY PRESENTS waiting to be given to their rightful owners! And then, there comes christmas. Tsk have any idea how LATE your presents are? Yes we must meet up soon. I suddenly realise i'm in a monologue. Sheize. And not forgetting primary sch, secondary sch, jc class gatherings. Things to look forward to. Feelings to be reaffirmed and past grievances to be addressed. Mahjong to be learnt(IF
somebody is still willing to teach). People to be avoided too. Family ties to be strengtened. Work to be done, money to be earned.
POST-EXAM ACTIVITIES HERE I COMEEEEEE!!!
btw anybody knows anybody who needs a piano teacher or tuition teacher call me okay. Haha. Whee. I know this advertisement is ineffective because my blog is seemingly unheard of. Only a small circle read my blog and I thank you, because it's because of you that I get comments. And it's interesting to get comments. It's... yeah interesting.
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