Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I decided the last few posts I posted didn't really suit my mood today, so i deleted them. I expected Blogger to ask me "ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO DELETE THE MARKED ENTRIES?" or "Your action will be irreversible" or something along that line, but it didn't. so tadah. It's gone but just a click.
Deleted, gone.
Just like how buildings are demolished. Just like how paper can be shredded. Just like how air exists in a vacuum. Just like how the dinosaurs died. Just like how people leave us without saying goodbye. Just like how people leave as they say goodbye. Just as how memories sneak away from the left and right temporal lobes in your brain. Just as how we forget when we really don't mean to. Just as how addicts flush drugs down the toilet bowl when there's a raid. Just as how your old medals and trophies don't give you the pride you've once felt. Just like how your fitness slips when you stop exercising. Just like how you stop believing. Just as how like a flash of lightning exists for just a second. Just like how cars become scrap metal and everything becomes trash. Just like how we can forget that the phenyl group is actually the functional group of a benzene ring(statement not verified to be absolutely veracious). Just like how we wave to some people but ignore the rest. Just like how we choose to forget. Just like how we use correction tape to delete all the errors we put down on paper. Just like how we try to eliminate the memories of past errors. Just like how I forget, how you forget, how he forgets and how she forgets. Forgetting is deleting from the memory. Just like how the world is.
The world finds new things. Deletes the old.
One day, you might delete me. I might forget you too.
Today, who will delete you?
Who might?
Who has?
Cogitations about life do not point towards any negative feelings in me. In fact, there is much to smile about. Today, tomorrow, and even more days I have with you. You that I wouldn't want to delete. And hello my friends when I say you I don't just mean George. Being in a relationship does not mean you don't feel for any other person. Do you feel for me?
oh Yi Qi you're such a wimp. Face it.
;8:05 PM
