today was... good and bad. intially i was just going to say bad but. (: music cheered me up. oh yeah.
today started off alright. then started to go downhill. been thinking alot about yesterday... about what i really want. now i really know i don't want to play competitively. there's no determination in my heart to push myself. i don't want to play netball for the sake of winning. i don't want to train competitively.): recreational netball, anyone? ...
anyway, what i've in mind now... is to tell the truth. yupp. many things have been making me confused and unsure of what i want. But i really want to sort them out.
today while walking home, i saw two kindergarden classes at the badminton court. and i sat down at the seats nearby to watch. it sounds rather dumb right. but yeah. i really enjoyed that 5 minutes sitting there. their laughter can do alot to a person. aha. i miss my baby cousins.
yiruma has inspired me to pursue a diploma in music. i really hope i'll get down to doing it. yupp. and one day i want to go and teach little kids. HAHA. serious.
notice i haven't been talking about school at all? unlike so many ppl blogging about school. haha. zzz. no idea why. school's... just like school, you know? haha. but quite nice. baaa.
watch this for some inspiration. i swear it's good.
