Monday, September 25, 2006
ANGELS EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them FRIENDS.(:you give me wings when i'm falling.how i wish there were really someone like that. hee.as in literally.liddat forever wont be knocked down by cars.tday had a great time with 8xians! (: and some other ppl we met at j.e. hee. although on the way home, i had this really deep reflections. den like. yeah i shan't go deep into it. haha. just TWO MRT STOPS! and i can think so much. proves i'm not exactly bad at everything. -smirks-so. yes. anyway.just a lil'. i can't help it. i was thinking if winning is impt. of course the cliched answer is NOOOO. as i thought i believed that i thought i believed that i thought was what i believed in! yepp as i believed, winning was not impt as from sports day, i felt like. yes, as what quoting a sentence from the movie 'cars', " it's just an empty cup". But to the end, everyone needs to win some day or another.just for the sake of pride. for the sake of self...self what's that. self-esteem. yepp.isn't it so sad? there's forever no certain answer to anything. everything seems so masked. yadahladah i say that winning is not impt but deep inside, everyone feels as though a part of their heart has been chipped off when something goes wrong or when you criticize yourself. YES it may not happen everytime, but it does happen. and when it dosen't happen all the time one day it'll happen and you'll feel as though you're inferior and you're stupid and you're so dead and you're not gonna do well and you'll feel devastated and so down and so... irritated with yourself.hah. that's why we need angels.perhaps. lol.okay TODAY WAS GREAT! (: better than moping at home anyw.and i'm feeling GREAT. cuz i choose to feel so. hah. i think i wanna learn body language. it's so interesting. then perhaps i can learn more about people. about their small little funny actions. hrm hrm.take care all. results day?.... hmmmm.
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