Thursday, June 1, 2006
How fine has the day been!
how bright was the sun,
How lovely and joyful the course that he run!
Though he rose in a mist when his race he begun,
And there followed some droppings of rain:
But now the fair traveller's come to the west,
His rays are all gold,
and his beauties are best;
He paints the skies gay
as he sinks to his rest,
And foretells a bright rising again.
-Isaac Wattsnow i know.
there are others who feel that way.. when season ended, that feeling of emptiness. the way you wonder if you are going to continue playing the game when you go up to jc. et cetera. or are you going to find something that's gonna spark another passion, and you'll feel as though you'll put your heart and soul into it? But it's so unpredictable. will anything replace that passion we all have in our hearts? Easy for some with potential, easy for those who's already involved. those who've got their direction, their goal, what they have decided on putting their commitment into.
unlike wandering souls like yours truly, trying to find a grip while being constantly reminded of what we shld be thinking of is just the major exam in about 4 months. So helpless.
Stupid meritocracy. Isn't all these forcing tantamount to destroying dreams and hopes?
Perhaps, i'm too shallow-minded, too self-centred. Should be looking far ahead. Perhaps, i'm thinking too much. But someone once told me. i should have a dream now. Or i'd regret it in a few years time. cuz i'd have wasted my time. Do dreams come to you, or do you hafta go grab them?
lol okay enough of these crap. went to causeway today! with my mum. haha she's being super funny these days. Been quite nice hanging out with her. A lot better than being cooped up at home-when she starts playing her erhu and singing funny songs. (:
saw candice! I couldn't recognize her AT ALL. but she recognized me. and when she asked me do you know me? i just had a feeling she's candice. lol. changed alot. (: now i wonder. how do i know her in the first place? cool.
i thank the person whose tablet i'm using now. haha.
If a stranger smiled at you, would you smile back?
i'd look at the person's face. and decide whether i like what i see. But some people are super weird. and they make you think that they're crazy. like the man at the traffic light who puckered up his lips and made stupid squelching noises while calling me. XIAO MEI XIAO MEI. wth. and that was yesterday. yesterday was an insane day. i met two mad people in a day. The bus driver was no better; tho he looked more normal, but he kept turning back and grinning at me. Okay either he's grinning at me or the air. cuz there's nobody behind me. crazy. and the bell didn't work. and i tried all the bells near me. and still nothing worked. then i realised everybody was laughing at me. god knows why.
k long post with alot of craap. exco meeting tml! SO looking forward to it. maybe miss tang and miss chew can do silly things and make me laugh. HAH. or maybe we'll get chased out of the library! Or maybe we'll... a thousand possibilities; anything can happen. life's like that.
i'm so sorry you had to scroll sucha long way down to get to the tagboard. hah. but TAG! (:
<3 yiqi.
add some colour to my sunset sky.
:D just got news. MERIT for grade 8 theory!!! (: (: (: I AM going to graduate after all. raha. thankyou xiaoyee.
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