Saturday, March 18, 2006

i'm not sad wad. i don't like people to say i'm sad when i'm not. hee.

hmmm. (: i changed my midi! finally. haha. cuz dunno who tell me hear le very sad. so i changed. this is okay rite. i think this song quite sweet. heh. going for exco meeting later!!! (: i kinda miss exco. whee-

to the man living in the jungle: don't know if you're reading this. just wanna tell you i don't wish to hurt you, that's why i'm not talking too much to you; not confiding in you. like how i used to do- i used to think that you were a really good friend. but i don't want what happened last time to happen again. you're a really good person seriously, but somehow. i'm just afraid. if you like me again, the same thing may just happen all over again. i don't know what to do, i'm just going with my gut. haha. yeah. so you take care too. And try not to hate me yeah? (: i know you din mean it the last time you said that; i believe ya. i just hope i'm not making you all confused. (: happy jungle-ing. next time u need to print anything, can find me bah. my printer got ink. not like yours. BOO. haha.

i'm really not sad, just thinking alot.

i woke up tday at 2am, because i was dreaming about a maths question. a really complicated one. it's seriously irritating, cuz the numbers keep swirling about. And i can still remember the answer- x=4. in my dream i was mentally trial-ing and error. so xin ku. haha. den i woke up. and suddenly this memory came back to me. it's just so sudden, like poof. and then i decided to wake up. cuz it's rather. hmmm. i dunno. (: it was rather sad, but then i felt rather blessed. and then i felt thankful. (: thankyou. thankyou. thankyou. for all that sweetness.

he asked me if i was okay. i couldn't answer. and i still remember the fear in his eyes as i collapsed onto his shoulder. i wonder where i'd be if i collapsed somewhere else.

yiqi
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