Sunday, November 27, 2005
183 club*_ zhen ai.i have a friend. a guy who's quite nice. he used to be so often late that i could remember his name class face. blah blah. but hou lai after knowing him he wasn't that bad of a guy after all. he's someone who will take time to squint at tiny words on my blog. and i bet he's the only one who can remember everything i type in my blog word by word. just got to know him better dis year. he works like crazy everyday. these few days he like very sad. hen xiang bang ta. but have no idea how to do so. he remembers what songs i say are nice on my blog and he finds them and listens to them. if i cant find the song he'll find it and send it to me. he's someone who wants me to be happy, but yet cant do so himself. i know he's reading this rite now hmm? (: he's an interesting person who wants to have white hair. hmm. he's a very interesting person. a person who looks so bold outside, but inside, maybe it's a different him. a very different him. he's cheered me up alot when i needed someone to do so. and i'm really thankful to have a friend like him. but yah. it's just as a friend? hmm. you are a very nice guy. yupp? hmm. if two people are meant to be together, no matter what, one day they'll meet or maybe fall in love or sth funny. right now, i just hope you know that there are people who really care for you and you're NOT USELESS.. hmm. wonder if you're reading this. just hope you'll be happy. a happy you. just as happy as you want me to be. wo hen kuai le, ni kuai le ma? eh haha. dont be so touched until u cry hor. (: okay. hmm. and i'm sorry if i ever made you sad. real sorry.friday- went to kallang in the evening. played frenly w/ nj and ite. I SAW A PRETTY PINK SKY WITH BLUE CLOUDS. suddenly so inspired. haha. sat- had open house. clapps to all the councillors who turned up for duty. yes my nightmares are over. i really pei fu every single one of them for their professionalism. esp those at the gates, standing there from o830 to abt 1515? even under the sun. million thanks. for making my nightmares vanish. thanks to jj who walked like crazy with me everywhr. haha. (: aiyah. thanks to everyone. omg. we just simply rawk. (:was looking at some photos just now. hah. felt that sudden heart wrench. boo. but the pictures are still nice. (: tml got oc games trial run i think. and netball. i'm getting so tired. argh.tired of this daily routine. netball. council. netball. council. lala. I NEED STH NEW! omg. lookin forward to zonals. but also afraid. aiiiz. afraid of not being able to perform. feel sick abt nxt yr sports day oso. dont feel like running or what. haha. AHHHHHHH!!!!!! omg. phobia. i need the confidence. argh.take care people. smile always.i must be a bad shooter, cuz i keep MISSing YOU.xin dong. xin tong.
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