Wednesday, August 31, 2005
happy teachers' day to all the teachers. so yupp. overall teachers' day was okie lar. was totally diff from any teachers' day i've ever spent. last time de was rushing all over to buy presents la. making presents la. go see concert happy happy la. but dis time. ic of interclass captains' ball. or CAPTAIN ball as ms wassan says. i still think captains' ball is correct anw. yupp. was quite. okay VERY tiring. test of patience and persuasiveness.was trying to escape from the 1.5 jog. or whatever. so went up to the hall. listened to jj and wilson sing. (: nt bad eh? den went down le den realised actually de jog was cancelled. lala. all that running about for nothing. whee- slacker. denn went to get ready n blah blah. den trying to get them to get on court. realised the mike is quite useless cann. muz go there and yell. dunno y. felt kinda tired. and quite bad. cuz some of the umpires went up for the concert. but actually ALL of the umpires wanted to go watch la. but some of them went up for like quite long. until the item we all wanted to see was over den dey came down.. den i felt so bad la. cuz like.. those who stayed to help missed the item they wanted to watch.. yupp. but i guess it wasn't my fault really. but i still felt bad. thanks guys. u rawwk.den wanted to finish the finals. but some teacher din allow us la. BUT we got permission from Mrs Lim le. BUT that teacher din believe us. got me so frustrated. cuz like so irritating la. i just wanted to get it over and done with. but they still like so incooperative. what the hell. i said we got the permission le. don believe me. yea. nvm. i'm nobody anw. yupp. nvm. but went down aft de performance. finished the finals. great job by 4o9. champions. yupp. but i think they cud've been even bigger and better champions if they didn't criticise the netballers. hmmm. that was err VERY guo fen. yupp. i think umpiring. taking score. taking time. and making this whole thing possible was real nice of the netballers. and i feel that that particular comment was UNNECCESSARY and UNTRUE. if u think of us as that way, i think u don't have the right to be standing in the netball court and holding the netball. (: nvm...bt those who were good sports, you guys rawwk. great job. congrats. (:on the whole. it was considered successful bahhs. happy teachers' day. and gd luck to the sec 4s. jiayou.that's all for today bahh. but suddenly. i realised. that. i did sth i din noe i did wrong again. whee- whee- whee-. man. i am really. -shakes head-i'm sorry i hurt you again. i'm really sorry. sighhs. hmm. dui bu qi. hmm. just wanna tell you. now i'm just trying to be perhaps who i really am. tryin to be. but that comment i made was really unneccessary and rude. sorry. yupp. i'm truly sorry. i'll think before i talk. i'll try my best. there's sth wrong with my personality. too straightforward bah. sorry. or maybe i'm in a weird mood today. din think u'd mind. but i guess u did. sorry. (: i hope u'll cheer up loads. these few days you're very tired i know. i don't know why. maybe cuz of what's happening at home. i don't know. know it's wrong if i ask u to act happy. but i just hope to see you happy. hope u'll take things easy. i'd really like to help you sew up your wounds whatever they are. i wld like to try. i'm trying. does sitting beside u and talking to you help? when you're tired. or maybe sad. tried to cheer you up. today. in class. but u weren't cheered up. u were still as sianed as ever.. maybe i did de wrong way in trying to cheer u up. but in the end i just cudnt really help it le.. i dunno what to do. helpless.. in the end i think u cheered up. bt i don't know if deep inside you are happy or not. (: hope you are. u promised. hee.(: smile loads kae. ilu_*
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