Sunday, July 10, 2005

so much for the ONE happy entry. this is kinda sad again..

i do wanna feel the pride and happiness of havin a happy entry. but. i cant help it.

blogging does make me feel better.
so.
if u dont wanna see a sad entry
please dont read ler. (: okie?
as de bgcvp i refuse.
to bring anything but
happiness to the world.
lol.

hah. typing that makes me feel a LOT better. lol. see? the power of blogging. nono. plus the power of the BGC. talk bgc. think bgc. think everything's fine. and smile. the power. of ur own mind..

watched last episode of zhen ban qiao. sht man. made me tearr. hahax. when the girl was feeding him some goldfish jiao zi thing. hahax. and i simply refused to watch it anymore...

i refuse to see or think or whatever things that will make me sad.
but sometimes
u cant help it.
can u?

hehs. someone will be rather sad when he's reading this. (: dont kae? it's alrite. qsjdblwdsh,zynbnblw... remember k?....

hmmmm. chaque fois que tu ton va, je pretend que tu fais bien.."when you walk away, i pretend to be okay." nice quote.. from my fren.. quite true.. to a certain extent.. to alot of people... even those i regarded as my best friend...

kinda hurts. when u offer someone a hugg for gd luck.
and someone just turns away.
lol.
nvmoidd.
i shall just stick to hugging my own teddy.
(:
i dont think that someone realised anyway.

darn. this music is makin me a lil` sadd.
a lil`.
just a lil`.
hahax.
okay i dont deny
i'm tryin to sound happy

"getting sadder day by day. and we gotta stop that. cuz we'd just end up like the rest."

and i dont want that to happen. i really dont.

what happened to the magic. hah.
bleh.

take care ppl.
i shan't mope.
i shall listen to music
and forget
and nono.
aiyaiii.

sometimes forgetting isnt' a gd thing
cuz it's just a cover up
for what's really wrong.

sometimes pretending that everything's fine
is not a gd thing
cuz it's just a cover up
for something that is REALLY going wrong.

i shnt pretend. i shant foget.
i promise.
i shall.
i shall.
i shall.
we shall.
solve it.
hand in hand.
hahax.
i do hope.
i do.
wan an.
wan an.
wan an.

sleep tite..

star light
star bright.
first star___*
i see tonight

i wish i may
i wish i might
have the wish
i wish tonight...

___*//

yiqi
grps,nhhs,sajc