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Saturday, July 23, 2005

just been to ppl's blogg... kinda sad... readin`` stuff... yea.. understanding some things.

retreating back.ignoring the hellos. ignoring ME. i understand now. why dont you just tell me. i shall wait. till you tell me to buzz off, stupid idiot. tell me i sark. tell me. whatever. i know ler. why i'm always sucha odd one out. loserr-r. why did i even care anyway. maybe i shldve just acted like it's nth. maybe. i'm the one who was really wrong. as usual. nv blame others. hah. maybe that was MY hypocritical thinking. maybe that's my stupidity. maybe that's my own fault.

why shld i have cared anyway. Do i even care anw.... even if i do.. whatever SHIT. i DO OKAY? I CARE. but wth. does anyone care? no.

maybe everybody thinks i dont know. hell why shld dey tell me anyw. wad do dey say. hey yiqi i think u sark.she thinks you sark. in fact we all think you kinda sark in a way. like wth. maybe someone out there is right. i really ought to do sth abt myself. to find out why everything's liddat. so issit just me. or issit ME and SOMEONE ELSE.

yearn to be with the netballers. wished i cud just play netball all day. wish i cud cut off my blasted back and perhaps kill myself to get rid of all the stupid fever germs. I WANNA PLAY NETBALL. LIKE RIGHT NOW.

hate this world. hate how ppl are thinking. or maybe. i shld just hate myself.

now let's see. i shld talk to someone ehh? i shld like get this all off my chest. HAHA. let's see who i can talk to. WHO? yea perhaps the cute little teddy in my room. like WHAT THE HELL. loserr. cant even find someone to talk to. that would really understand.. someone who's not involved.. yupp. maybe the wall lar. or maybe. the drooping flower in the balcony? dammnit.

forget everything shall i. forget.


;12:01 PM


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