Wednesday, April 27, 2005
lol.seems kinda weird updatin my blog w/ all those insults hurled at me. but yea. haha. whadever.jan's SICK!!! den call her she nt at home. X( hope she's alrite. n yepp. get well soon dearie. love ya. *___huggs. if you're readin dis. (: yup.today kinda borinn- nth to do. lala. de weather is like hell n everyone's sick. plus de stupid class tests and all de homewk. and de as interviews. arGh. so busy. my bro seems sick too. he's makin gaggin noises at me. blEh. pukin.tho i dont mean to care abt those insults. but it's kinda hurtin lar. hahax. dis will prob bring more insults but yea. fine lar. i act cute. whadever. lol. and i dont think i'm chio. i'm just nobody who is not really good at anything at all. and i'm antisocial.i do admit i dont' have much friends. at least i know there are pple who care. but it's not my fault if i cant mix with some people. perhaps there are people who hate me. but that's alrite cuz i mean. you do have a right to dislike someone. tho hate is jez too strong a word. i used to hate someone. but one of my frens told me she was hurt seeing me hate someone. cuz i'm jez torturin my self hatin someone. sure. say that i'm tryin to like. make excuses for myself or tryin to get pity or what. but i'm jez sayin wad i experienced. and i dont have to try to get pity. cuz i myself is wallowing in my self pity. pathetic right. sure i'm a pathetic girl who is bad in everything and totally sark. act cute or wad. if u wan scold jez scold. if it makes ya happier. why not. scold lar. but i would jez realli like to know why you're doin dis. as in. if i really did sth u cannot stand. can tell me? lol. maybe i am an incurable idiot but at least let me know why i'm such an idiot? fine i sark. you can continue scoldin. take care pple.
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