Tuesday, November 23, 2004
posting diz entry after i glimpsed cec's latest entry. it makes me kinda sad lorrs. reading it. cos one.it means leavin frens. second.the hate club thing. just wanna say some things i learnt after de breakup. some wise stuff a very good friend of mine taught me. she actually made me a better person. taught me to GROW UP! and stop being so childish...
i'll always rmb wad she said..."don't you feel sad hating or not liking people? Maybe she may not be nice to you, but why do you follow her?"
Yes, WHY DID I? Why did i be bad to her JUST BECAUSE she did all those bad stuff to me?dosent' dis make me de bad guy as well?
is it worth it?the answer is NO. why play along with her? Why not just forgive and forget? Sure it's difficult. Believe me, i know. i really do. i've been thru it. But if you'd just try, you'll find dat life aint that hard to live in. I used to wallow in self-pity. saying i've been broken into pieces,betrayed n stuff.i was not accepting reality.i din accept the PRESENT. kept staring at the PAST.i din have to do dat. if i just realised it earlier. "sorry" is difficult to say. but if you just said it, and meant it. perhaps all da hatred between you and de other party would be resolved.YOU were the one who were mature.
Perhaps all dis is CRAP to you reading it.maybe you'd think. i'm not you.how would i know how u feel? Maybe i dont, but it's up to you if you want to read all dis.all these things have to be realised by yourself. NOBODY CAN TAKE AWAY UR HAPPINESS.
Thank you to jie. cos` without you, i wouldn't have realised it. to all those heartbroken or those feelin` darn sad now, cheerup. Life's too short fer ya to be sad. rmb, everything will be alrite. if it's not, it's not de end.
love yall. take care! and SMILE!
p.s music taken fm linghui-jie's blog. credits to her.
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